Drinking My Feelings Away

Drinking my feelings away
Drinking my feelings away
It wasn’t a very good day
so tonight I’m takin’ a break
Drinking my feelings away

I thought she was the one
Thought she would be with me
through skinny and thick
Little did I know my love
would end up really sick
She didn’t tell many friends
I was sworn to secrecy
Now my biggest nightmare
is a horrible reality
a horrible reality

So I’m drinking my feelings away
Drinking my feelings away
Hell is demanding its pay
Don’t have much to say,
Just drinking my feelings away

I can’t explain it to the kids
They loved her & cry every night
I’m emotionally out of control
Like I’ve lost my whole soul
My future is not looking bright

I thought she was the one
Thought she would be with me
Through skinny and thick
Little did I know my love
Would end up really sick
She didn’t tell many friends
I was sworn to secrecy
Now my biggest nightmare
is a horrible reality
is a horrible reality

We spent everything we had
On her meds, doctors & x-rays
Now I’m in a dead end road
It feels like my life is ablaze

So now I’m drinking my feelings away
Drinking my feelings away
Hell is demanding its pay
If I die tonight, it’s foul play
But for now, at this, I’ll stay
ordering my straight Bombay
and drinking my feelings away

Drinking my feelings away.

2017